It's always start with 'a' .....

This morning when every one was busy checking papers, keying marks and other tasks, I happen to realise that a small gestures or may be a word could change a lot. Like today, we were suppose to be having our annually School Sports Day but since of the tight time frame and having a few big events for the school for 2 consecutive weeks has given a big impact not only to the pupils performance in study but also in their health~what I mean is most of the pupils are quiet tired with Pertandingan Kawad Kaki and then Year End Exam+ practising for SSD.

I said, we owe the credits to Mr. Lansu for being brave to present the motion on postponing the SSD today last week on the final meeting for SSD. With all the work loads we are having today is more than enough to make all of us quiet busy and we aren't doing any for SSD yet!

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Every one start with their first step before they learn to walk. When I felt like I'm 'climbing' or may be I should use the term 'trying to move on', I felt something made me stumble. There are always obstacles coming my way. Well, that's how life can be sometimes...

Well, I'm not in the position where I'm happy with 'wat I'm doing' (not regarding my job) but this is wat I want to do and I have faith that GOD wants me to make a drastic decision which is totally not me! And it's hard when you are making decisions which doesn't reflect your true colours but, hey! I learn that I can never please every one! (Like umi always said, "bionic woman ke?") And it'snot my purpose in life! I'm here to please my creator, our GOD by reflecting HIS teaching and love to the world tho' most of the time I'm not doing my job or my purpose in life.

But it doesn't mean I have to please them and forgetting myself, right?? Frankly, I'm not really sure because from Fr. Stans's seminar that day; I learnt that Forget About Me I Love You (FAMILY). We are suppose to serve others like JESUS not hoping for people to serve you...

Lord, lately it's hard for me to make decisions. But I know you are always there for me. HElp me Lord to pause, wait and listen to wat u got to say rather than rushing and forcing you to speak out loud...but most of all, help me to make the decisions that is not for my own glory only but for the glory of your name, amen...

LEarn to say ENOUGH!!!!!

Belajar untuk mengatakan CUKUP!!!
(click the link above, enjoy the video)

It's funny, meaningful and it kinda sounds like me... :>
Just want to share that it's our human nature of not satisfied with what we own.

We tend to work hard for all the things we taught we really want. But always the things we want isn't the things we need.

Whew!! My new big task starting today is learning to say ENOUGH!!! It's soooo hard!!!
Gosh!! hopefully I'll reach this goal before I own the whole shoes & bags in this world!!

Things..here and there

Mat rempit versi baby.. Happy if dapat naik motor abg Carl.

Nowen enjoying his soto.

The naughty boy, Nowel with his lovely mum.

Jadi model kraftangan skejap. Heheheee... I'm so amazed & impressed with the creativity of the carpenter who crafted this basket.

Other than as a multi purpose basket, u can use it as a 'sasaban' heheheheee.. nda ba. This is how it looks like when u just want to put it in the drawer.

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Athira and Nowel during "Akademi UPSR"

Rest In Peace, Yung...take k, we'll always pray for you..
Send our hugs, kisses & love to my bleoved late huby..

Muka bikin kesian yg jajal sbenarnya.

Dei, buat muka cute!!

Anyone interested to buy??!!

ISUZU INVADER TFR 2.8 TURBO DIESEL. 2001. Low mileage, RM42k negotiable. Contact;0198001773

You tell me!!

1. A few pupils ransackd rubbish& spread it in d clasrm &fill d class with bad smell.

2. A few pupils bullied a boy. passing his bag,making him like a monkey.

3. A boy eating lollipop while his teacher is giving advices. Without any sense of guilty.

4. A boy answered his teacher without menace. Thinking he's great.

5. A boy hit his fren who is taller than him. Causing his fren pain at his arm.

6. 2 boys showed their teacher their buts wit d intention 2 provoke their teacher.

It all happened today...

I wonder why teachers are getting less and less power to discipline the pupils...

And us, as teacher...

ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO:
1. SHOW ANGER.

2. CANE OR DO ANY PHYSICAL ACTION THAT CAUSED PAIN.

3. SMILE AND SHOW AFFECTION EVEN THO' IN ANGER (INGAT APA, KAMI NI 'SARAH CONNOR' PUNYA CYBORG??!!)

4. PUNISH IN ANY FORM.

5. HUMILIATE PUPILS.

6. and the list goes on... bla..bla...

we tried many methods in order to discipline them but sometimes the boundaries built aren't helping...we cracked our head to be the most creative teacher in TEACHING, DOCUMENTING, COACHING, DISCIPLINING, ADVISING, HELPING...

HOW CAN US DISCIPLINE THEM?? YOU TELL ME..

seperti yang kau ingini...

SePeRtI yang kau ingini... Fr. Ronnie Alfred Luni

Bukan dengan barang fana
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Bukan dengan emas perak
Oleh segenap kasih dan pengorbanan Mu

Ku telah mati dan tinggalkan..
Cara hidup ku yang lama
Semuanya sia-sia dan bererti lagi...

Hidup ini ku letakkan pada mezbahMu, ya Tuhan
Jadilah pada ku seperti yang Kau inginkan



All the gold, diamonds, silvers in the world
All the entertainments, all the activities
Couldn't fulfill the hunger..

BUT
we kept on searching for 'it'
Although we DO know it won't make us whole
Although we know it's a sin
Although we know

It's not wat we want
It's not the happiness we seek for
It's not the satisfaction we want
and most of all
It's not wat our creator wants us to do..

BUT
It's hard to maintain it
The temptation is soo great ('kunun')
But the truth is GOD knows our limits
and
HE will never go beyond our limits
It's just our nature as human
to give excuses...
let ourselves fall...
let our self drift apart...
let ourselves drown...
waiting for our creator to come down
and save us!

Without opening our eyes and denying that
He does listens..

We ignore
to all the help HE sent
to all people @ angels HE gave us
to all the signs HE showed
to all the voices we heard
to all the touch we felt
and most of all
to all the love HE shown to us!


Let us reflect ourselves
(it's the advice 4 myself also ;>)
Take the action, move forward,
pause whenever we need time,
crawl when it's so 'heavy' and hard,
lean when you are tired
but never STOP
to fight and work for the after life...

IsaiahEzra.JeFFFaye.Raydoza

While I'm waiting...

I'm waiting on you , Lord...Though it's not easy...

enjoy it, frens...
Have faith, the sky is the limit.... <---Actually this advice is meant for my own self ;)

Just Want to Share Fr.Erik's Post

Life is a Miracle!

Sunday, October 4, 2009 at 9:03pm

Life itself is a miracle. Everything in life is a miracle; each and ever things we see, smell, touch, hear, and taste are miracles. This includes all our experiences in life: joy, laughter, happiness, success, pain, failure, etc....and even death is a miracle! Because it leads us into another kind of life that is beyond this earth. So...there is no need to ask for Extra or Special miracle. Because life is full of miracles! Just enjoy all those miracles which are very part of our life. We only need to be grateful to our Creator, God who gives us LIFE free of charge! Free of meter and No monthly Bill! What a wonderful life! It is free and it's YOURS. What a GIFT!

This reminds me the most inspiring words of Albert Einstein who says,"There are only two ways of living, One is nothing is a miracle, the second is everything is a miracle, I believe in the latter."
So...let us be happy and enjoy it. Don't worry too much...for life is a mircale. "Thank You, Lord.Amen!"

Crushed but not Condemned

GOD

I'm being pressed from all sides,
They tried to crush me,
But I know it's only 'mountains',
Mountains that blocking my way.
And you will never leave me,
Although I have to suffer.
Because YOU have said that through trials and suffering,
We will learn to love and YOU always showed YOUR unconditional love during that time.

GOD
You have said that a faith as big as a mustard seed can move a mountain.
But GOD, this mountain is sooo BIG & enormous for me!

HELP ME Lord..

You gave messages through the people in my life.
Thank you LORD and bless them..
They have been my 'backbones'

I know GOD,
As humans; we have to suffer to know the meaning
of love..

I know that,

Life is a path that constantly demands our renew effort to always make a new beginning..

Well, each & every one of us have a story to tell..

Food to my soul....

My favourite activity is reading but because of my bad time management but it never kill my passion to read.

heheheeee.. these are some of my books I bought but a few of them I already read.

Mmmm.. The Mvdoulus is tempting with a lot of varietes and the affordable prices but I couldn't get the chance and there would always be something that came across my path..

WHAT MEN WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND ABOUT WOMEN
heheheeee... ;p